held a seminar with us and you explained to us how you felt about life and earth and humanity and the heavens when you were that far away from earth. will you share that? >> i remember that. well, i remember that, bill. you know, people want to know how did you feel, what did you think? the lasting memory for me is not just stepping on the moon, because a lot of people had done it before i did it, but just to be there, to pinch yourself, am i really there at that period of time in my life, and look back at the earth. your identity with reality, it's all you understand. i mean if you look at the beauty of the earth surrounded by the infinite black necessary, the endlessness of space and time, bill i think that's what we talked about, you just can't come back and not be somewhat changed in your beliefs, because the earth moves with the multicolors of the oceans and the blue of the snow and the blue of the oceans and the whites of the snow and the clouds and the earth doesn't tumble through space, it moves with purpose and with dignity, and with beauty beyond -- beyond your imagination, and it's